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How I feel right now:
*My right foot is freezing and nothing I can do makes it warm.
*Gothic. I feel pale. It's something about the dim lighting and the computer screen and being wrapped up in a black sweater.
*Sad for everything I'm going to lose and that I have lost. Like it or not I've seen the last of almost everyone I've known, and it seems I'm no good at holding on.
*Home. My bed is soft and littered with books and DVDs and candy and music. My room is messy. Everything is as is should be.
*Weary but not tired. I feel like an insomniac, I hate waking up so late, but I have to go to bed late, I can't stand not being awake in the early hours of the morning.
*Nostalgic. I'm on D-Land, it's like I'm trying to recapture someone I once was. But I don't think that I'm going to be that person again.
*Lost. I don't know what I'm going to do tomorrow, let alone for the rest of my life.
*Disrupted. I let movies and books hurt me too much, and I don't let life hurt me enough.
It seems like you're all still friends but I've lost my way and I feel so inadequate in every single thing I do. My characters are boring, my writing is boring, my ideas are boring, and there's nothing I can do to make it any better but I'm too scared of quitting.
Lately, I feel 
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