"I'm on a train, but there's no one at the helm..."
Well, I would be upstairs right now, but I'm not because I'm waiting fort he Yankees/A's game to get over (Go A's!) It's the 14th inning. THE 14TH INNING! Geez! Come on A's! Anyway, until this game ends, I'm delaying going upstairs.
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Anthony is coming back to Rindge (my HS.) Interesting...I wonder if he'll still be in our advising class. And I wonder what effect he'll have on Phillip this time. When he left, Phillip turned into a completely diiferent person. Most interesting of a development. So, we lose Richie, 'cause he moved to Maine, but possibly regain Anthony. This year is looking interesting.
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I've been thinking about the future too much recently, and I'm trying to just take things one at a time right now, but it's not really working. I'm starting to panic too much thinking about all the things that could happen next year, and I need to stop it. Hopefully I'll be able to, but I sicerely doubt it. Oh well, I'll have to try to convince myself that everything will be OK.
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I keep getting really nervous about riding, and I don't know why. It's really frustrating. Some Saturdays I get up and just don't feel mentally prepared to ride at all. It takes so much energy, but people don't realize it's mental energy as much as physical. I really have no idea what I'm scared about. I like the horse I've been riding, I like the people I ride with, and my instructor's alright. I haven't fallen off in a while, so nothing recent is really spooking me...I just don't know.
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Dammit, it's now the 15th inning! Hurry up!!!! This is pissing me off. I may go upstairs and come back down for the results. Anyways, this entry ends here.
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maggie - big-lauren - drea - the rabbit - nom - karin - katie - kitten-cat - priire - coru - menucca - sache - kirin - mara
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