"I'm so alone, and I feel just like somebody else..."
I feel so empty tonight. This is extremely rare because the Red Sox played, and won, tonight, just finished 20 minutes ago. Usually after a late game, especially a win, I'll be really hyper. Tonight, though, I just feel very very empty. I'm not really sure what to do about it, either. There's not really anyone, especially at 1:30 AM, who I can talk to who will make me feel better. That's something I'm really lacking in my life; someone who can always make me feel better. No one even comes close to being able to do that in my life. It's kind of upsetting.
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I'm far too emotional. I cry a lot, just mainly by myself. However, as long as I'm not too emotional around other people, I don't see a reason not to cry. Someone told me you shouldn't cry a lot, but I don't buy that for a second. Sometimes I'll make myself cry, just to get my emotions out. It's better that than keeping everything inside. Trust me, THAT will drive you crazy.
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You know what's really odd? I just discovered that I have neither of my two favorite songs on my computer. That's odd. I just downloaded both of them. It's pretty funny; Momma and Jamie (and also Daddy and Colin sometimes,) listen to Bob Dylan A LOT. Now I'm listening to Jakob Dylan. I like the Wallflowers. I like Bob Dylan OK, too, but has he made one of my two favorite songs? No. Oh, since I haven't mentioned it yet, my two favorite songs are "Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls and "One Headlight" by, you guessed it, The Wallflowers. Now I'm playing them both, plus "Free Fallin'" by Tom Petty. All three fairly old songs. All three very good. All three kinda sad, actually.
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I feel like I should say something else. Fact of the matter is, there's lots I COULD say now. But none of it feels right, or important. So I guess that'll be all.
Lately, I feel 
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