"But outside, it's stopped raining..."
People make me sick. Some radio guy in Arizona (where the D-Backs and Cardinals were playing) actually thought it would be funny (and I guess his station agreed) to call up the wife of Darryl Kile, the Cardinals pitcher who died at 33 this year, and ask her if she had a date to the game. That's just about the sickest thing I've ever heard. It makes me want to hang my head in shame for all of America. How could a person do something like that? That makes me want to be physically sick. And I mean it. I just can't understand what kind of a bastard would actually do that. This happened a few days ago, and it still leaves me speechless.
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I read "Catcher in the Rye" again today. I don't really know why. It's a pretty good book, in a sort of depressing way. I kind of needed to feel the way a book like that makes me feel. It's real hard to explain. It's just kinda like, I need to feel a little sad, in a place where I feel really safe, like in my room, to feel at all better. And it's really working. I'm starting to feel a lot better. Of course, I'll probably be back to upset again tommorow cause of school, but oh well.
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The A's lost their series today. Man, they have a bad manager. Now, I know he "guided" them to the playoffs and all, but whenever I've seen him, he's made real shitty choices. For instance, he brought in their closer, instead of a lefty that was ready in the bullpen, and the closer made sure they didn't win. Gave up 3 runs. But I can't bring myself to be angry with him, because I know how angry he must be at himself. Also, let it be known that, while I'm sad that the Sox didn't make the playoffs and the A's got kicked out, I'm really proud of them both. I would not take back either season for anything. I'm really not upset about the final result, because I love both teams anyway, although I love the Red Sox more. So it's OK. Plus, there's always next year, right? :-) The famous words of Red Sox fans, "There's always next year."
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