"Can you help me find a way to carry on again?"

2003-02-04 at 10:16 p.m.

Written on: Sierra, then Payton

I tried to type an entry on Sierra, I fisnished it and everything, and then it wouldn't work so now I have to recreate it and I am NOT happy with my Sierra. Not in the slightest. She's being pissy lately. Anyway, the past two days have been pretty good. Yesterday was quite odd. Very surreal. I went through the day seeing things but not really seeing them. And then, at the end of the day I found myself in the middle of one of those cheesy movies. You know, the kind where the guy and girl are meant for each other, but they break up over something stupid. They always have the scenes of the guy and girl missing ech other, and seeing each other and looking away, while sad music plays in the background, right? Well, I was in the train station coming home. I should preface this by saying that the Harvard Square T Station is two levels. The top in outbound and the bottom in inbound. I go outbound to get home, and from there you can look down on the inbound platform with all the people streaming in. Well, I was leaning on the railing, watching the people go by below, and there was a musician (as always) playing that song by Babyface, "Nobody Knows It But Me." I looked over and about 15 feet from me was this kid. I didn't know him but I really felt like I should, and we looked at each other quickly and turned away. I felt like I had been sucked into a cheesy movie. Extremely surreal. So it was a very odd day.

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Tech's been OK. We have to start to get our act together, because we only have 3 school weeks before competition! We need to start working on set-up, because it needs to be done in under 5 minutes, which isn't gonna happen unless we start practicing really hard. I think we're going to pull it all together. I hope we are, at least. Out technical director has been having anxiety dreams about competition again. It's making me nervous! We'll be OK. We have time. Not much, but some. Some is better than none, right?

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It's third quarter. The worst quarter of the year. Everyone's sick, and there's absolutely nothing to look forward or back to. It's SOOO slow. Last year, EVERY person in my Italian class' grades dropped from second quarter to third quarter. Every person. That's crazy. Speaking of grades, I know that I got an A+ in Italian and chemistry! Yay! I was not expecting that from chemistry. I also know I got an A- in lit. Good. Better tha last quarter, anyway. I still don't know about math, history and dance. I'm kinda worried about history, because my teacher seems to think that I turned things in late, when I didn't. I don't lik my teacher, and he doesn't like me, so that's probably not very good. Oh well, keep your fingers crossed for me!

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Pitchers and catchers report to Spring Training in a little over a week! I'm so excited!!! I need baseball. I cannot survive on basketball. Unless it's a game I really care about, I can't stand to watch too much basketball. I need baseball so badly. Gah! I wish the season would hurry up and start!

Lately, I feel The current mood of sailor_kessel@yahoo.com at www.imood.com

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