"And if my day keeps going this way I just might, break your fucking face tonight."
The play has started. The first two performances were on Friday and Saturday. Friday's was really good, Saturday's not so much. More interesting were the things going on with my friends behind the scene. Go techie love dramas. As usual, yours truely was caught in the middle of everything. It's pretty much all OK now, but I'm getting really worn down from all the strain.
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I'm so unhappy right now. Two seperate things that are very linked that served to piss me off this weekend. First, I'm listening to the radio, and they're talking about how they don't even go up to blonde girls and talk to them, because they're too ditzy. Fuck off. Blonde jokes and shit usually doesn't get to me, but WHAT THE FUCK. Are people really stupid enough to think that all blondies are dumb? OK, maybe people who bleach their hair could be, but not even all of them. I'm sorry that I'm not going to dye my hair some other color just so I won't be part of some stupid stereotype. The guys who say they don't even notice blonde girls cause they're dumb are the stupid ones. And then I saw this review for a movie called "Real Women Have Curves". I have no problem with the movie, or any concepts behind it, and it's all good, except the star of the movies had some quote, and she was talking about how the movie's not about being Latina, or being fat, it's about having a good image of yourself. And then she goes "People who are 5' 5" and 90 lbs need to eat something, that's gross." EXCUSE ME? Maybe people who starve themselves, yes. However, I am 5'4" and 90 lbs, and that's just how I am. I eat. All the time. So I can't have a positive body image because I'm too skinny? Go fuck yourselves, or something, because I'm fucking not putting up with that stupidity. I'm sorry, but I am how I am. It's just as hard for me to be really skinny as I imagine it is for people to be naturally large. People look at me all the time and say how skinny I am, and how I need to go eat something, and I'm SO sick of it. No one realizes that it can be really hard to be really thin too. I wish people would stop being so stupid. So basically, this weekend I've been told I'm stereotypically a dumb ditz who needs to eat something because I'm gross. I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE.
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Oh, and I'm also super manaical this weekend. If it carries over into tommorow, everyone had better watch out, because I'm gonna be super bitchy. Isn't this fun? Nothing much has gone right this weekend. Nothing much at all.
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And I've just decided that I hate politics. Why fight about them if people's minds are never going to change?
Lately, I feel 
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