I love you forever #29...
I can't even look at my own diary right now without bursting into tears. I want to quit the Theo Epstein fanlisting, I hate him with my whole heart. My beautiful, wonderful Hilly is gone, and it's all his fault. Fuck this. Hilly was all I had left. I hate this goddamn new ownership. Dauber "needed too much money" (they have lots of extra space they could have paid him with, like, NOT GETTING GIAMBI!) They put LouMer on waivers and they traded my #29 away for a stupid fucking pitcher who doesn't even want to close, who will take Timmy's spot in the rotation, AND who gets SHELLED by the Yankees! Good move Theo. When, in a month, Mueller's dropped to a .220 batting average, and is on the DL for the rest of the season, you'll be very sorry, you fucking asshole. I hate this. Everyone who makes the Red Sox the Red Sox is gone. I just know when they get the chance, Nomar and Petey will be gone to. I hate this so much. I'm going to sob myself to sleep tonight. I never got to say goodbye to my Hilly. But at least he went out with a bang, he hit a home run off the Yankees. This is the best thing ever:
"In the end, Boston's need for pitching took priority over the wishes of one of its most hard-working players."
I love you Hilly, and I'm sorry that the stupid fuckers don't, and I'm sorry that they couldn't deal with the fact that on base percentage isn't what makes you a good player or not, and I'm glad you get to go home to Arizona, but my God, will I miss you here. I will always hate Bill Mueller, and whoever tries to take #29 also. Bye, Hilly. At least you get to get hugs from Baerga again now, though, huh? Give him our love, I miss him too. Next thing I know Freddy will be gone and I will have nothing and no one. I HATE THIS. I HATE THEO. I HATE EVERYONE.
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