"You control the future, and it's looking bleak. Seems like we're headed for another losing streak..."
Ugh. It's been a wierd week, ya know? The world seems perfect for a second, and then everything's spiralling out of control. And I'm only talking about my little section of the world, not foriegn affairs. As horrible as it sounds, I don't like to think about the war, because it's something I can do nothing about either way. Don't get me wrong, I hope with all my heart that there are as few deaths as is possible, and that peace is made soon, but I can't make it happen. So I'm just dealing with here and now and that takes all my energy. Tech ended on Tuesday. We had a lot of fun on Tuesday (about the only time I really had fun there all year.) I'll miss the seniors really badly next year. So, things were good on Tuesday, and then today's been very back and forth. Happy to not happy really quickly. But I think, all in all, it was a more happy day.
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Red Sox are making me SO unhappy. Released Lou Merloni on Tuesday (which, by the way, means the cast icon will be changing.) Man, LouMer was like, the definition of the Red Sox. Without him and Daubs, Trotman is the only one left. Today the stupid fuckers released Frank Castillo. UGH! They now have NO ONE to relieve for more than 2 innings. STUPID. When it's stretch time, and everyone's getting hurt and shit, you'll miss Frankie Castillo. I promise. I don't trust this new ownership one bit. If they let Pedro go... They're gonna let this team's big shot slip away. And if Nomar leaves too, there will be hell to pay. I mean it. If they let Petey and Nomes go, I don't know how I could keep watching. It doesn't help that the Celtics have been AWFUL recently. Everyone tells me they have a good feeling about the Sox this year (as every year) but I really am worried about this season. I hope that's just me being the pessimest. I really do.
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School is horrible. That's it. I'm so fed up. I'm a brilliant student, I get along well with others, and all of that. I'm not your typical "I hate school" rebel character. But this is just insane. When I am in my History, Literature and sometimes Chemistry classes I feel like I'm suffocating. Literally. I just want to hurt them for being so UUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH. My Chemistry teacher teaches in slow-motion. My history teacher is only happy when he can patronize half the class. My lit teacher spends 45 minutes GIVING DIRECTIONS. Now, what do History, Lit and Chemistry all have in common? They're all classes I was forced to take. They're all "integrated levels." THEY DON'T WORK. I swear, if this keeps going, someday I'm just going to go into a rampage in my class room and start screaming at everyone. I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO STOP BEING SO STUPID!!!!!!! I'm so pissed. I hate my school, but there is NO WAY I'd EVER go to private school. I'd rather die than be around those snobby assholes at least 6 hours a day. This school department SUCKS.
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