"Apparently, I just got my kicked ass by everyone who's not German..."
So, I say I've had two good days, and right on cue I have a horrible day. Nothing good ever happens on Wednesdays. I hate them. Nothing to look forward to, nothing to look back on. Actually, the school part of the day was OK. However, tech was awful. First the technical director yelled at us for basically not understanding what she was saying. She blew up. It's fucking obnoxious. She's like "Let me be vague and then assume that you're purposefully not listening to me instead of just not undertsanding." If I weren't such a wimp I would SO yell back at her. And then Tristram was being really wierd and he got angry at me and I didn't even know why and I was really upset. He apologized, but first he was doing that thing where people try to make you apologize to them by going on and on about how you're a horrible person and it was all your fault. I hate that. My dad does it. After you're feeling bad about something, they have to keep going on about it. I want to shout "YOU'VE MADE YOUR GODDAMN POINT!" It really just makes me burst into tears, though. I really can't stand it. Me and Tristram do not understand each other at all. And then things went OK, but then me and MT lost track of time and MT had to be home, and she was late and her mom got angry, and it wasn't pretty. So, a bad day. I'm so glad there's only Thursday and Friday left in the week. Two good days.
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All this talk about being angry reminds me of something. Do you ever have someone think you're making fun of them when you're really not at all. That's so annoying and it seems to happen all the time. For example, today I was saying how I wasn't too happy with the fact that we're watching Terminator in Advising to my Advising teacher, and she snapped at me, "Well, it's a good thing you're the only one that feels that way!" Gee, I'm sorry I don't count... And I wasn't trying to say it was her fault. I know the rest of the class wants to watch it, I'm fine with it, I just personally don't like the movie much. She didn't have to take it so personally.
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It is SO cold. The heat is turned off in my house because they need to fix the furnace, and the weather is below freezing again (we had a few days off.) I'm OK when I sleep, because there's a space heater in my brother's room. However, when I'm downstairs my fingers are freezing off ;-)
Lately, I feel 
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