"Tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone..."
So, it's Christmas Eve! Fun. Except that I'm miserably sick. I knew this would happen. I always get sick when there's no school. Anyway, I'm still getting up at 5:30 tommorow morning. I'm so excited!
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I swear, if the Red Sox trade Hilly tommorow...Letting Daubach go happened 2 hours before my birthday, I don't want Hilly being traded to be my Christmas "present." I miss baseball so much. When I see clips (not very often) of baseball, I remember what it's like and how different basketball and football are from baseball. I'll be OK, though. Only 2 months until the beginning of Spring Training. Speaking of sports, ESPN had a best games of 2002 countdown, and the Patriots had Games 3 and 1 (Super Bowl and "Snow Bowl" vs. Raiders, respectively.) Go Patriots! The best thing was finding out that all the Patriots call Tom Brady "Tommy." Isn't that cute? It's like all the Red Sox calling Hillenbrand "Hilly." And I don't know how Patriots fans can't love Drew Bledsoe. He rocks. In the Super Bowl, on the last drive, when they were tied, one of the coaches said "Just be careful with the ball, Tommy, don't do anything stupid," or something like that. Well, Bledsoe took him aside and said, "Aw, fuck that, go out there and sling it." Poor Drew wanted to be out there himself, you know he did. But he was such a good sport, and I'm always cheering for him in Buffalo.
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I did not leave school for vacation on good terms with Kristal. She isn't angry with me at all, but I'm pissed at her. It was just something petty, but you'd think she would notice that I was pissed at her. Sam did, and he's known me, what? Half a year? But, no, she just kept on talking to her friend. And this is really bitchy of me, but didn't she come over to my table filled with my friends to talk to me? Instead she ignores me, her and YY talk about hockey, then she does something to piss me off and doesn't even notice. Plus, I hate listening to her and YY go on and on about stupid hockey. Let's face it, YY doesn't even like it. She does it because her parents want her to, because it looks good for college. But it truely pisses me off when they go on and on about it. Just then, I was wishing with all my heart that I had just stayed with MT and her friends. I would have had more fun there. And that in itself is really fucked up because I'm saying that I would have more fun with MT's friends than my own friends. This happens to me all the time. If only I could find some friends that I DON'T hate half the time (MT excluded.) It's so ridiculous. And I only got 2 presents (from MT and Colin) for my birthday, and 2 cards (from Rachel and my Dad's aunt.) And only Priire wished me Happy Birthday here *hugs Priire*. So I'm not very happy.
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OK, if I'm to get up at 5:30, I better go to sleep. I love anyone who got this far for listening to my stupid bitchiness. *Hugs all around* Merry Christmas, or Happy Holidays, to everyone! (By the way, The Starting Line are a wonderful band, I love them, and New Found Glory have very good musical taste.)
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maggie - big-lauren - drea - the rabbit - nom - karin - katie - kitten-cat - priire - coru - menucca - sache - kirin - mara
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